12th September 2020 was not the only day you left me dad.
Even if I don’t see you around me, I can feel your presence every day. I can feel how you protect me when I’m in some problem, I can feel how you guide me throughout my work, I can feel your love and how you still fill me with confidence throughout my days, and trust me our love has only increased since you are gone.
But when people ask me about you and I tell them that you are gone, I still can’t handle those gazes at me dad. I still feel helpless and alone.
When I remember our promises and then reflect on my life, I realise you are actually gone dad and so our promises. I realise how I can still keep those promises, but it will be with without you and doing things without you still hurts.
When during celebrations I feel no happiness but only emptiness. When I try hard to convince myself to enjoy the day and act happy but all I want to do is cry my pain out. I realise how badly I miss you dad and how Its impossible to see you again in this lifetime.
When I don’t receive your best wishes on my important days.
When I’m struggling in something and want to ask you how you dealt with things.
When I just want to sit back and listen to you for hours about your experiences and your life
When I just want to tell you about how bad and hurtful, I feel sometimes.
When I fail in things and I miss how you used to still support me, strengthen me, make me laugh.
I miss how you, me and mom were the happiest and strongest together. I MISS US.
🥺❤ i got no words.
I havenno words to say bss enna ee rab khush rakhe tenu❤️ wmk🙏🏻🙏🏻
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